So I feel like whining a little...








But nah, I'm too tired :/ Suddenly, the tv's signal's gone bonkers and it won't set up on any channel (sp?). So I'm stuck watching Kichiku Megane videos in youtube (not that I'm complaining! But there's a scheduled maintenance, starting around 7:00 pm PDT....wonder what does that mean?) and listening to VOCALOID. Tomorrow is the day I get off school at 5:00 pm, too T_T I hate Tuesdays....Oh mai, the house sounds and looks so empty without all the T.Vs on, I just noticed...

Aanyway...Mick's gone to the hospital again...I don't understand this guy, he was laughing with me five minutes before the ambulance came to pick him up?...Mick, te quiero mucho primo hermoso T_T Que te mejores pronto! T^T.

Mmm...I'm not sure what I want to do. I SHOULD be looking up my Kichiku Megane.exe file and to start it again, but I feel like playing Enzai...or maybe I should start that JunJou Romantica game for ps2? *shakes head* So many things to do...which reminds me, I should be working on that comission for sensei, or working on that geography project that was supposed to be done on "groups", yet my group didn't do a damn thing and we're getting a freaking F on our final marks, and, well, that's what the educative complex is all about: giving your good marks to others (because working alone is BLASPHEMY) and earning bad marks thanks to the others :3. Fuck you, headmistress. I can say it freely now .

*yawn* I don't want to go to sleeeeep...does anyone know a cure for biological needs? I mean, I COULD stay up all night watching Kichiku Megane a:r 's trailer, going all "OMG HOT BISHIES ARE HOT", buuut I don't think I'm going to make it to the last class tomorrow xD Remember. 5:00 pm. And remember people: Selfcest owns all the 'cests out there. KM proves it.

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Gray city, frozen traffic,
this scene I noticed began to disappear.
The truth reflected in the mirror is reality,
struggling in the darkness.

What I received in reoccuring pain was a kiss of lies.
The warmth of our overlapping bodies,
all night long, every fruit of attraction...
Sleeping in the pieces of my vanished memory
were traces of regret and the past I had lost.
You were standing in the evening rain
nd began to fade away.

Under the darkness,
release the impulse that was locked away.
I wanna be destructed.
The hope that washed ashore turned into a vivid despair.
Under the darkness,
pierced by the feelings that run through me,
I don't need any regret.
I'll destroy my fate with these hands.

Something changed and began to move,
bringing an end to those boring days.
Unlock the shackles that tied us to the rules;
I cannot return to that crawling desire.

There was certainty in both our backs, in dull pain that knows no end.
I'll turn back those crazed hands of time even for just a moment.
The past that I had to cut loose, and the future,
will still be lost and deserted.
The fallen darkness, the disappearing illusion;
I still cannot reach them.

Under the darkness,
release the impulse that was locked away.
I wanna be destructed.
The hope that washed ashore turned into a vivid despair.
Under the darkness
pierced by the feelings that run through me,
I don't need any regret.

I'll destroy my fate now.

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Ps: Mr. R, I love you <333